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VONDA KAY BROWN

As I sit here and I'm consumed with my thoughts, I shed tears for the mother that I will never get to know. I will never have answers to the questions that run threw my mind. Like how could God take my mother so early? How could he leave Kat, Jacks, Junebug, and I here to fight alone? We had to deal with a father who couldn't look at us, couldn't give us answers. A father who couldn't console us and tell us that everything would be ok. And now we're left here trying to live without our "Mother". I was 7 when it happened and at the age of 25 I still have no answers. I still hurt, I still cry because my heart is still in pain.
                                                  HERE IS A LETTER TO MY MOM

DEAR MOM,
 I will never understand the pain you must have endured to turn to drugs, But I want you to know that I forgive you. I know that as you look over us you must regret everything that happened. But I have to face the fact that God has a plan for all of us. You were so very young, and you had your whole life to live. Your sudden death has left me scared and scarred.. I am afraid of being in the house alone. I am scared that my life will end as yours did. And for that reason I am afraid to live. I still can't stop thinking about all the memories I had of you.  I have so many things to tell you, and as I close my eyes every night I know that you are with me. I can only imagine how it was for you to be a mother of 4 and not really have anyone to turn to. To have a husband that you adored but could turn into a monster. I know it must of been really hard for you to go on day to day when you were isolated from your family. Kat and I talk about you often, Junebug is into music, and Jackie is starting college soon. I still have memories of you allowing me to play in your hair, and because of it I ended up going to high school for cosmetology. I hope that you are proud of all of us. Because although we don't speak of it, I know we all aim to make you happy. I still remember you dancing in the kitchen while you prepared dinner. Kat tells me that you were her best friend, and It saddens me that I will never get to speak those words. Although I only have a few memories I feel hurt that Jackie has none. She was only a baby and I can only imagine how she feels. She can only imagine what it's like to have a mother, and that makes me cry everyday. As sisters we have our differences but we will be ok... I can only pray that when God lays me down to rest, that I can finally get that HUG that my heart so desperately needs. 
You are in my heart THEN, NOW AND FOREVER.........
And my promise to you is that I will never allow anything to get in the way of  me being in my brother, and sisters lives.  LOVE ALWAYS YOUR FEE-FEE

VONDA KAY BROWN

AUG 12TH 1966-FEB 21ST 1995

                                                       

My February buys

MINI HAUL-Iron Fist

SATURDAY NIGHT OUTFIT (OOTD)

Hey Beauties,
I'm Backkkkkkkkkkkkk LOL!
On Saturday one of friends threw a Birthday party for one of their children. It was a blast, all of the children there really enjoyed themselves.
As for my outfit choice, I wore a red pair of jeans, A white ruffle shirt, A red blazer, and I wore my new IRON Fist pumps....  HERE are a few pics, I hope you all enjoy!

                                                                     Iron Fist pumps

                                                               Red jeans from Mandee's

                                                                       H&M Blazer

                                                                     Tommy Hilfiger Bag

KING RUSS- STOP THE VIOLENCE

I'm really into this whole anti-violence movement and I feel that we can all make a difference.
I'm am so very honored to have the privilege of being related to such a talented individual who has the same beliefs as I do.. This is a wonderful song and it doesn't get any realer than this....  STOP THE VIOLENCE.
Life is way to short and to many of our youth's are falling. Instead of becoming doc and lawyers there dying or ending up behind bars.... Become apart of this movement and make a difference.........

GOD NOT GUNS Movement

I still haven't gotten all of the pics back from the photo-shoot I did a few weeks back, but here is one pic I managed to get my hands on.. This is a positive movement that we all should all be apart of..
There have been a number of deaths in my hometown Harlem, so Miss Dy Sass decided that it was time to make a change..
The slogan is "God Over Gun's".. And honestly if we all tried a little harder to focus our negative energy on God instead of violence then the death rate can potentially go down...
There are t-shirts being sold at only $10 to help this movement turn into a world wide phenomenon..Here is the link so you can help
                                   www.blogbydy.blogspot.com
                                                                                   

2 NEW OUTFITS OF THE DAY

HAPPY NEW YEARS 2012

Hey Beauties,

I just want to take the time to personally wish all of you a happy and prosperous New Year... May this year be a memorable one..

YOU CURL BY "CONAIR"

This is just a brief review of the new spiral curler by CONAIR

SHOE HAUL

XOXO BrittanyAlissa

Here's a haul for all the  shoeaholic's out there

CHRISTMAS EVE

I really enjoyed this Christmas eve.. It was a night to remember, I was treated to an upscale 5 star restaurant as an early Christmas gift and  I have to say that this place was amazing.. Anyway here are some pics of my outfit of the night. I hope you all enjoy

Oh and here are a few extra pics of my wonderful meal

FAMILY CHRISTMAS PICTURES..

Hey Beauties,
I love the holiday's, especially Christmas and new years. I always felt that Christmas was the beautiful ending to a wonderful/stressful year and then in the following week we all get to start fresh with a brand new year.. Well this year I decided that it would be a great idea for my children and I to take professional pictures, to put in some Christmas cards. It was such a fun fun day. Watching my babies get all dressed up made me realize that
to be a mom is the greatest gift that any women could ever get for Christmas.

Happy Holiday's 

from our family to yours....

ICE SKATING IN CENTRAL PARK

Hey Beauties,

Here are a few pics from my little ice skating date the other day. Hope you all enjoy

SOOTHHING A BROKEN HEART...............

Hey Beauties,

                               I took a long break from writing about relationships, but I'M BACK...........
It seems like taboo to assume that a relationship will last "FOREVER"  but that doesn't stop us from still hoping and dreaming for it. Boy meets girl and they fall forever in love, RIGHT?????
Mostly all of the romantic movies we watch end up the same way, and as females we start to believe that maybe our prince charming is waiting out there to wisp us away. But what happens when that LOve goes wrong? How do you pick up the pieces?? How do you move forward??
I am at a funny place in my life right now and it just so happens that a few of my close friends are also in the same boat..
                 So here is a list that I made of all the little things that may be a flashlight that HEARTBREAK is around the corner. And I also made a list of ways/things that one can do to sooth that broken heart..

                                                           FLASHLIGHT SIGNS


#1: Going on more than 3 dates and the person refuses to even pay the tip... 
This maybe a sign that the person is only with you because of what you can do for them, and there's a strong possibility that this person may not care about you the same way that you care about them. So continuing this relationship under false pretenses instead of knowing where you stand may lead to HEARTBREAK.

#2: Having someone that cares more about spending time with friends than with you......
This maybe a sign that the person you are with isn't ready to be in a committed relationship, it isn't realistic to see or be with the person your with every single day. But if you only see that person once a week then that maybe a flashlight sign that HEARTBREAK is down the road..

#3: Feeling like the things you do are never good enough............
If your ever in a situation where you feel like your being taking for granted then I would advise you to run for the hills because these situations hardly ever turn out good.... If your with someone who always tells you what your doing wrong and never acknowledges anything that you do right then this is a problem. Maybe just maybe this person isn't happy with themselves so they need to bring you down to where they are in-order for them to feel better. If you've had several talks about this specific topic; and nothing changes then HEARTBREAK MAYBE HEADED YOUR WAY...

#4: Getting back with an ex who has already broken your heart..... This one means a lot to me!!!!!!!
If you've recently broken up with an ex then you know how hard it is to stay away, actually it seems like its almost impossible. So A LOT of us chose to just go back hoping and praying that things will get better. But the truth of the matter is, that if both persons aren't ready for change then things will never turn out right.. In relationships there cant be one who's ready to change and one who feels that they don't have to. Trust me; in situations like this someone always ALWAYS gets hurt.. Don't get me wrong, in some cases this does work out!!!! But you both have to be ready to leave the past in the past and move forward with a clean slate... If you feel that your the only person who's ready to change then RUUUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNN
Honey HEARTBREAK is knocking hard at your door.....

#5: The Romance is missing..............
Sweeties if your in a relationship that is lacking Romance & you feel that this is what you need in-order to feel loved, then LEAVE......... It's that plain and simple. You will never be happy........... You'll always be waiting for that person to change, but the truth is; if you've given that person more than 2 chances to get it together, then likely hood of them changing are slim. And as long as you hold on to hope YOU WILL GET YOUR HEARTBROKEN.

#6: Cheating.......
ENOUGH SAID... If you know that your being cheated on and you stay then i'm sorry but your a fool to keep that door open...... Once a cheater always a cheater. If you forgave them the 1st time then the 2nd time is coming right up....... HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK HEARTBREAK.......

#7: Different dreams and goals
Well this one is a bit tricky.. Because if you all are in different places it doesn't necessarily mean that your going to get hurt.. But if you all start fighting and having arguments over it then maybe its time to walk away.. Its ok to have separate dreams ( AND I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT HUSTLING IN THE STREETS), but when your in a relationship and the dreams are realistic then there should be some type of compromise, especially if you see yourself being with that someone for the rest of your life...  Now if that person isn't taking into consideration that your dreams matter too then reach out for the handle on that door and walk away. Because you just might end up with your HEARTBROKEN....

                                                    I SAVED THE BEST FOR LAST

#8: CHILDREN................................................
If you are a parent and the person your with does not except your children then THEY HAVE TO GO
As a parent dating can be a little tricky.. Not everyone is ready for parenthood, but when you chose to start dating you have to make sure that the person you trying to build a relationship with is suitable to be around your children..And what also makes this tricky is the fact that things maybe good in the beginning and may turn around for the worst. Now your child/children are attached to this individual and their feelings now are also on the line.. So If you choose to be with someone who doesn't except YOU for being a parent, and you stay anyway. Then you & the little ones will probably end up with your HEART'sBROKEN

                                                 MY LIST FOR SOOTHING A BROKEN


#1: Hold your pillow tight and cry.. Yes I said CRY...... It's ok to feel hurt and its ok to shed some tears over it. We are only human so this is to be expected...

#2: After your breakup take some time to get to know "YOU" again.. Start doing things that make you happy

#3: Stay busy... As long as you preoccupied, then you don't have time to think about everything that
happened.

#4: Take a warm bath with some candles near by. THIS ALWAYS HELPS FOR ME

#5: Call some friends over, and even if they can't come over at least you get to speak to some who's close to you...
                                                      AND IF ALL ELSE FAILS
Just simply keep in mind that "TIME HEALS ALL WOUND"  and things will get better..........

I hope you all found this helpful...

                                                                                                                       XOXO BrittanyAlissa

Net weave with middle part

Hey Beauties,
So my sister is getting ready to take her senior pictures and she asked me to sew in a full head weave, so i did a technique that I've grown to love and that is to sew the weave on to a net. Her hair came out just the way she wanted and I'm happy that I could help contribute to such an important time in her life.  Anyhoo here is the video from beginning to end. Enjoy Beauties. XOXO BrittanyAlissa

A THANKSGIVING TO REMEMBER

Hey Beauties,
I hope everyone enjoyed their holiday, there is nothing like being able to spend time with the ones you love. Not everyone is lucky enough to be able to spend everyday with family and friends. But I know the holiday's are definitely the time that people reconnect...

Here are a few pics of my family and friends, I hope you all enjoy.
                                                                                                 XOXO BrittanyAlissa.............

TWILIGHT Breaking Dawn Pt1

Hey Beauties,

So last Friday was such a wonderful night, for those of you who are Twihard fans know why. It has been a whole year since the last Twilight movie and boy of boy was this day highly anticipated. Anyhoo for those of you who didn't see the movie, I would advise you all to do so...This one was by far the greatest one to date..... Anyway here is a few pics of my movie night outfit.. Enjoy!